Well, I found out.
And I should have just gone with my gut instinct.
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
And true, he did say he's done everything but. But what does that include? I mean, my definition could be completely different. But I don't know. I don't care either way if he is or isn't. I don't. It's, I'm just so fucking scared that he's going to take off now. Me and John talked about it. It makes sense to him. Total sense.
And of course I started freaking out before I told him. What he told me, I will never forget. No guy, no one for that matter, has ever been that sweet to me, ever. I can't believe that he said that. It was amazing. "I know you're nervous, even though I don't know why you are nervous around me, and I know you're scared that I'm going to leave if you say something, but listen to me when I tell you this: I will not leave after anything you say, unless it's 'this is not working out.' do you understand?"
Well. Definition of tonight: amazing & spectacular. with a little dash of complicated.
About Me
- lyssanne
- I'm a 19 year old college student who just wants to see the world. I dream of the world and I get through the days at school and working at a 24 hour diner at night. I count down the days until I'm a grownup, all the while never wanting these days to end.
She has future plans and dreams at night
When they tell her life is hard she says that's alright
She's a wild one with an angel's face
She's a woman-child in a state of grace
When she was 3 years old on her daddy's knee
He said you can be anything you want to be
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